I could never believe what God has really done to change my life. My summer started out missing my college group of buddies and I still miss them; however, now I want to wait on it. Reason why? well see after my time in college, I can greatly state that my 1st year in college completely changed me, both good and bad. I started to develops new habits and changes some of my old ones. And for most of the part, I've lost connection with most if my friends back home. Sure there were some of my friends that called and checked up on me a couple times, but the can honestly tell you that I was a really hard one to hold on to. I've actually reached some hard times in college and they are nothing like the hard times in highschool. they either come out worse or better. For me, I reciwves both types. I look at it now and I see that hose hardtimes really taught me a lot about myself. I can say that the things I've learned changed me. At a poiint and time I started to get really scared about my faith. I knew that I have to do something about that. During this time, I quicky headed into the bible. After this, I learned evenmore about myself. Soon after, my 1st year in college ended, and summer has begun. I enrolled myself in SJ urban plunge, but after one day I got sick ( up to this day I'm still sick xD). So I came back home to rest up, but after a while, I went to camptoons trainning. Here is where everything started to change for me. The summer camp job that took every part of me took nothing less than a happy but broken heart for each of the kids. my group was one of the most best bonded groups I've seen in the longest time. We now are like family, and I'm going to miss them all. However, our time has not ended with each other till we really part our seperate ways. Sadly, that time has come for now, but who knows, the group will contiue to grow in Christ and with each other everytime we meet as a group. Truly I've been blessed with this and so much more. Keep the memories rolling..

Summer?

Volunteering at Camptoons is something amazing and wondering.  I am learning what overflowing means.  It isnt easy but I am having a blast learning.  Not only overflowing with love for the children, but for the counsolrs.  I have also learn and experiencing what overflowing love is from my fellow workers. 

Sometimes, we learn the most from others and it is awesome.  Growing and learning at the same time. 

you know of that movie, Catch me if you can? 

My life is sorta like that.  I've been everywhere, doing things, and having a blast.
College life is different from what i thought it was before.  My personal life
has had its up and downs with my friends, but everything has came to a good
point.  College has its up and downs.  I would say the best opportunity that one
can get in college is how plentiful one can make friends.  Ive been questioning
why i have so many friends?  my conclusion is still a blank.  Maybe that was just
the way i was raised.  I have been moving around, talking to alot of different people
and it is always nice.  Everything is so exciting, and nothing can really stop a person
from making mistakes or achieving their goals.  Once in a while, people reach a
dead end,however, friends are always there for you to learn and lean on.  Nobody
can tell how one day turns into the next.  I find it to be a shock that friends do use
friends and others rely heavy on others.  I, myself, am a person that does neither.
I am a person that people come and talk to.  I respond with the best of my knowneldge.
times change, and people learn from their mistakes, but some repeat.  This is a problem
for some people. In the end though, friends will accept others for who they are and
how they work with the ideas they have in their minds. 
There is always problems though.  I have been everywhere, and that leaves my friends with
no support.  I come back, i do talk with them, than i leave again.  It is always a catch and go.
Friends call me, i dont pick up.  I call them back, they dont pick up, and these stages repeats
itself.  It is just tiring sometimes.  People get worried, and people get hurt.  However,
people do learn and adapt to the issues.  Some people get worried and do not know waht to do,
It will always be a catch and go. 
Recently, Ive been talking with friends about this eye candy.  It has been so far a catch and go process.
Not many people can tell when a person is serious or not.  This is difficult at times.  We run past each other
and we just see each other.  No words are exchanged.  Everything last for a brief moment.  And that feeling
of hope has just passed.  Did she notice me? Did she just do something that hinted that she is interested in me?
Those are the words that a male would ask.  Than at the same time, the female would ask those questions. 
Everytime, i see these things happen, and for me, I am at a catch and go process.  When Im in this place,
It just places more and more ideas where there should not be. Everything happens for a reason, and i do
truly believes this.  For some reason, reasons dont always makes sense, and logic does not follow its path.
People take dares and people stumble.  But in the end, we last and live.

It will always be a catch and go.  Not many people live their lives the way they want.  They often set each other aside and take it a step at a time, which is nice and pausible.  But lives are always changing, adapting, and evolving.  In times of time of pain, it might be easier to leave and run.  But where is the ideas that a person stays is
going to survivie the fall?  Nobody can tell, that is why everything is a catch and go process.

No worries though, you will only have to be concerned with these facts if you catch me if you can.
Im pretty sure that im hard to get.  Now, go and find that person: catch and see if wjat you want is
within that person.  Catch him/ she and take everything to the next level, where catching have become
a sealed.  NOW go and CATCH
Fly, Catch, and Hold
Fly, Catch, and Hold
Fly, Catch, and HOLD